The Push

A shove or two is what I need at times. Sometimes it is a friend or my sister who nudges me along to not be alone.
There is something damaging to my soul if I stay alone too long.
It becomes too comfortable, too stressful, too structured.
Living life surrounded by others is what we all need and long for, even when we think we are alright being by ourselves. Internally, I speak to my soul and my deep self tells me to move along, take a walk or drive somewhere for no reason at all.
Sometimes it is a big push from my dad who says he needs me around. Whatever the movement that takes me away to greener pastures, I am ready to go. “Balance is needed in life.” I say to my many selves.