Windows

There are places hidden from view as I look out of many windows of life.
I was just beginning to get used to the alone time and never prepared myself for what happens next. “I am in a moment of peaceful existence” I used to say to myself while knowing that I was hiding behind sadness and some situational depression where almost everyone has been for the past two years.
“I believe that it is easier to just wait and see what happens when we begin again to live “normal” lives,” mom would have said.
“But I am stronger now in mind and soul with opinions and beliefs that others may not share.” I say to myself.
I am full of ideas and plans about the way I should handle the rest of my life and feel like I have lost 2 years and need to do something extraordinary and challenging right now.
Something positively amazing and awesome.”
What are you going to do?