Your life is like a tree with many braches, circling back at times in wonder and gratefulness

I know what it is like to circle back to the beginning of life where everything is amazing and you smile just because you saw a yellow bird for the first time saying loudly, “Mom, did you know there are yellow birds, I thought they only came in red, blue, black and robin colored red?”

 
Today is another circle as I walk again through the same path I did as a child and everything appears different yet the same because beaches always look different with the troubling large waves of storms and the soft and smoothness of peaceful waves of calm.

Always wonder with amazement
I still wonder because there is always something new in my life that seems like a perfect circle back to a place that I only know. No one else can know how I feel about life; finding some peaceful moments in silence but always feeling that the alone times are too long as I endure, waiting for almost perfect moments.
And my soul says, “Life is really not perfect, you are here right now in this moment because life unfolds and gives you special moments, you just have to realize that every moment is special; feeling grateful for everything in life; good and not so good.”